Home Sick

If theres one thing I've done this summer, its spent A LOT of time driving. When you drive 2 hours one way to work and then spend 3days in a hotel you have a lot of silent time which leaves a lot of thinking time. I also drove to the U.P and back by myself which added an additional 13 or so hours to again...think. One always wonders what life would be like if you took a different route. I guess I cant compare my lonely days Ive been having without my trio of boys bc I already know what life is like with them. I knew it was going to be hard to be away from them but nothing could have prepared me for how I was going to feel. Every time I leave them now I get that huge lump in my throat, the kind you get when you need to cry but are doing everything at will not to. Life is plain old boring without them! I miss there voices, there smell I even miss Kyans whining and Pie misbehaving....yeah That bad! The good thing, time is flying by (not such a good thing when you live in Michigan and summers only last 4 months) Yesterday when I was driving back down south I saw what I thought was one of the most beautiful sun sets in Michigan but then I realized it was the moon rising, not the sun at all. The moom, full and red, just above the horizon of Lake Michigan, the water so calm it looked like glass,it was so peaceful. I wish the boys could have been with me ( I guess it probably wouldnt have been so peacefull then.... LOL) Ill be back home on Sat. Miss you guys!